萧敬腾:给青春一个出口（双语）(2)

萧敬腾:给青春一个出口（双语）

我家人从希望我功课能够好到希望我不要再给社会添加任何麻烦，我已经让父母亲绝望到这种地步，其实在这个过程我学过一次音乐，我学了两个月。也因为我家里的经济状况就只能让我学两个月，然后也因为我当时叛逆暴力的一个个性，我也跟我的老师闹翻了 ，闹得非常不愉快，这是我第一次学习音乐的过程。之后我接触了青少年辅导组，这个单位是一个我生命中相当重要的一个单位，我是在撞球间(台球厅)遇到他们的，讲到撞球间(台球厅)，我小学三年级就住在撞球间(台球厅)，然后我就跟那些大哥哥大老板，就是感觉很凶猛的人在一起，让我自己好像也觉得我自己很凶猛一样 。在我还没有遇到他们以前，我认为这个世界就艋舺区这么大而已，我什么都没在怕，直到我遇见了少辅组的同仁，他们不叫你改变任何行为，他们做到了一点陪伴。陪伴很重要，他们陪我做我依然在进行的所有事情，比如撞球，比如说抽烟，他不陪我抽烟，他看我抽烟，是有这么好抽吗?这什么味道?他们用陪伴的心情，讲到烟，我已经戒烟七年，我抽烟十一二年，我小学三年级开始抽，我戒烟到现在七年 ，我也担任戒烟大使，这是我给我自己的功课跟压力。他们从不定时地来关心我们到我主动去跟他们建立一个关系，到最后他开始询问我喜欢什么，我会什么，后来我想到我好像会打鼓，而且我很爱打鼓。我刚才提到我跟我之前的爵士鼓老师吵了一架，然后我再也不去那个地方，在少辅组我放下我的身段，我放下我的脾气，我放下我的暴力，我告诉督导：“我想回去，我想学音乐，我想打鼓，你可以陪我回去找我的老师吗?我不敢!”

　　I hope my family from the lessons can be good to hope I don't add any trouble to the society, I have to let parents despair to the point where, in the process I learned a music, I studied for two months. Because my home state of the economy can only let me learn two months because of a personality, then I was rebellious violence, and I fell out with my teacher, make very unpleasant, this is my first time to the process of learning music. After I contact the youth counseling group, this unit is a very important one in my life, I was in the pool house (billiard hall) they met at the pool house, (billiard hall) the third grade primary school, I live in the pool house (billiard hall), then I'll tell those big brother the big boss, was the feeling is very fierce people together, let me also seems to feel very fierce. In the past I have not encountered them, I think the world is so big, District, I what all not afraid, until I met a few auxiliary group of colleagues, they don't ask you to change any behavior, they did a little company. It is important to accompany, they accompany me to do I still in all things, for such as pool, such as smoking, he did not accompany me to smoke, he saw me smoking, are so well pumping? This what taste? They talked about the tobacco company, mood, I have been smoking for seven years, I smoke eleven two years the third grade primary school, I began to smoke, I quit smoking for seven years now, I also served as ambassador to quit smoking, I gave it to my homework with pressure. They never time to care about us to I take the initiative to establish a relationship with them, and he started to ask what I like, what I will be, then I think I like the drums, and I love playing the drums. I mentioned that I like jazz drum teacher before I had a quarrel, then I will not go to that place, in the few auxiliary group I put down my body, I lay down my temper, I put down my violence, I told the director: "I want to go back, I want to study music, I want to play drums, you can accompany me back to my teacher? I dare not!"

　　我当时相当地没有自信有什么好哭的，但是我就是会这样 很奇怪，我相当地没自信，我非常没自信，我需要我一个信任的人能够陪我回去我想去的地方，于是他陪我回去了，我也见到了那老师 ，老师相当意外，他好像觉得我发生了什么事一样，我变了一个人，我变好乖，我变得好谦虚，从此我变成待在音乐教室甚过少辅组更多。这位老师他姓詹，他是我生命中很重要的老师，带我来的督导长我叫她丁姐，她姓丁，丁小姐。后来他们两位怎么发展我不知道。后来我那个老师真的告诉我，他觉得那个督导长真的不错。他们试图要让我觉得我是世界上有用的人，是一个能够帮助社会的人，他们一直让我得到肯定跟表现，我得到了自信，我喜欢我当下的生活，我感谢他们给我的一切，所以我觉得我的青春还多一点，就是太多的感恩跟感谢，这也是我为什么在未来，我希望我能够从事教育(行业)，因为我就是被教育出来的孩子。

　　I was quite confident with what did not cry, but I was so strange, I was not confident, I was not confident, I need a person to accompany me back to where I want to go, so he accompany I go back, I saw the teacher, the teacher quite unexpectedly, he seems to think what happened to me, I became a man, I love, I have become so modest, I become to be in the music classroom very little more auxiliary group. The teacher he is surnamed Zhan, he is very important in my life teacher, take me to the supervision of long I call her sister her surname Ding, Ding, Ding. Then they two how I don't know. Later my teacher really told me, he thought that the steering long really good. They tried to make me feel I am the world useful people, is a can help the person of the society, they always let me be sure to show, I have confidence, I like my present life, I thank them for everything, so I think my youth has a little more, too much gratitude and thanks, this is why I in the future, I hope I can engage in Education (industry), because I was brought up children.

　　我其实不喜欢讲苦，我也希望能够告诉大家，在你还没有成功，在你还在努力的时候，不要告诉人家说你有多苦，当你成功的时候，苦也不需要你自己来说，他们都知道我有多苦。当然有人问我我有没有遗憾，我当然有遗憾，我觉得我生命中有一个最大的遗憾 ，我在我最叛逆最坏的时候，我的奶奶去世。我遗憾的是她还来不及分享我现在的成就跟喜悦，真的来不及，而在她离开以前，我在她心目中还是那个坏孩子，这是我的遗憾。我在她心目中还是一个坏孩子，但是我相信她在天上看得到，对不起，擦完鼻涕再擦眼睛可以吗?

　　I don't love suffer, I also want to tell you, when you haven't succeeded yet, when you are still trying to, don't tell people that you have much bitter, bitter when you succeed, don't need you personally, they all know I have much pain. Of course, some people asked me, I have no regret, I regret, I think one of the greatest regret of my life, when I was the most rebellious bad, my grandmother died. I regret that she could share my success with joy, really too late, and before she left, I in her mind or the bad boy, this is my regret. I in her heart or a bad boy, but I believe in heaven, she looked sorry, wipe the nose rub eyes?

　　所以在这边我的青春还多了一个珍惜，珍惜什么，珍惜跟亲人，家人之间的互动跟感情，我几乎没有这一段，我现在在弥补，等我一下。我们长大了，我们飞翔了。我们不再像儿时一样跟父母亲撒娇亲吻，真的要珍惜，真的要珍惜。刚才讲到成就讲到我的奶奶还来不及分享到我的成就，我的成就对我来说是什么 ，成就不代表我能够得到多少，我的成就代表我能够为这个社会继续付出更多，努力更多，回馈更多，最后再送大家一句能力越强，责任越大。今天的演讲到这边，感谢各位，谢谢。

　　So here is my youth has a cherish, cherish what, treasure with loved ones, family interaction and feelings, I almost didn't this paragraph, I now make up, wait for me. We grow up, we fly. We no longer like childhood like parents coquetry kiss, really want to cherish, really want to cherish. Just mentioned achievement about my grandmother had a chance to share my achievement, what is my achievement for me, I can't get much success, my success I can for the society to pay more efforts, more, return more, finally sending you a stronger, more responsibility. Today's lecture here, thank you, thank you.